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Christmas came and went and schools starting on the 5th of Jan. HOWEVER..i'll be skipping the first day of upper six to re-sit for my parking test..which i failed..lamely.
Anyway, i currently am in a frame of no-life. Aka i wake up , eat, shit , work and repeat said cycle the next day and the day after that. Its robotic, completely mind numbing, as well as disturbing. i Mean..This is how it feels like, just...working. This is what im resigning my life to for the next 40 years or so as a working adult...god..
Thats what we, regardless of whether you are poor , middle class and or hail from the upper crust , are destined for ultimately in life...''WORK''(though the richies have it easier in the aspects of funding their lives). We will wake up everyday to eat, work, take a bath, work, breathe, work, work and work some more all the while looking forward to our days off to hopefully squeeze a laugh in to detonate stress bombs collected and hoarded in the gallons to prepare ourselves for the rest of the week for more... WORK .
So work work and work we will all while trying to maintain what little grasp of sanity we call ours in this sturctured little hell hole society and the system has designed to enable some form of orderliness in ORDER for order to be had. I bet that last sentence sounded grammatically negative. I havent a clue.
But it is true..the fact that life as you know it ends on technical note after you complete all forms of schooling and begin working. The pessimists or realists will agree but i daresay the optimists will vehemently insist that your attitude towards life determines the way you live it, may it be full of self induced misery or bubbling day after day of happiness.
Aka it depends on the individual to make the most out of what they have and to love and cherish everyday of life working or not and blah blah blah etc etc..when life gives you lemons you make guiness stout or whatever lame-ass motivational lines you can come up with to enable people who cant grasp the concept to comprehend the sentence.
However, regardless of what i think and feel, we WILL be working. ALL of us. It is one of the inevitable things in life that happen may it be with or without a reason..(apart from death) Heck, even being an Ah Long or pasar malam beggar is a proffession as long as our coffers are being filled and our gastric juices dont have our stomachs endodermal linings for breakfast lunch and dinner. All in all, you only live once, and to live life the way it is ...the way EVERYONE says its meant to be lived...is a complete waste.
(I know this post is brimming with paradoxes but i dont have the time to retype it because....well....i hafto go work now...)